I'd like to first point out that NHL 94 withdrawl is a real b***h.

Now, onto why I'm posting this: first off, a huge apology to Clockwise and the rest of the 91 league. I ditched that horribly, and left a bunch of guys swinging in the wind without even the class to explain. Honestly, I just wanted a break. My consistant sucking horribly was just getting to me. At first it was alright, tbh it was when I got the smallest tastes of winning when it started going downhill, emotion wise, when I thought I should be winning. Long story short, I said to myself, "f**k this s**t". And I did. Which was classless. So I am sorry, and to punish myself I'll be dressing as a fairy princess for Halloween.

Now, back to the topic sentence. I am experiencing said withdrawl, will anyone help this poor misguided soul out? Hit me up on AIM, MeatSkid1. Proud to have the most questionably homosexual screen name since '09. May sit out a few leagues, but I'd like to dip my toes back in. Cheers.

PS, if anyone actually realized I was gone, which I doubt, you're my new favourite.

See you in a few months

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So here I am

doing everything I can

holding on to what I am

pretending I'm a tubahero

I'm trying to keep

the puck on my feet

it seems the world's

falling down around me

the nights are all long

I'm playing this 94

to try and make the games

more than maybe

and I'm so confused

about what to do

sometimes I want

to throw it all away

so here I am

looking wackier all the time

growing older all the time

feeling younger in my mind

I'm trying to sleep

I lost count of the sheep

my mind is crashing faster

every minute

what could I do more

yeah I'm really not sure

I know I'm running in

but I can't quit

and I'm so confused

about what to do

sometimes I want to

throw it all away

controlling everything in play

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA